I think that being a scholar is quite good. However, what I have seen today is unbearable in anyway. The society that you used to have when you are in high school breaks down significantly by the fact that there is not much frequency in meeting each other. What a low life it has become! You come back home seeing that you have no one to associate in Thai. All friends you have have new network to live on. Not me though! Moreover, I do think that living with myself is far better than trying to throw a party. You don't have to rely on anybody else. Just you and you and you! I do believe, furthermore, that throwing a party is vain like Emma who tried to be a wedding planner for everybody. Hey, I have one word. It is fine if you want to have an appointment with me but it is not fine at all for me to wait for a lot of people to turn up. I'm not good at persuading people. That's the truth. Good Luck then, my friends. I believe that we can communicate only through the computer not through having a group conversation in human.